The root of the problem Pt.2 The Dream (training/debrief sequel)

So before I tell you about the things that God has shown me I’ve holding back on and needing to surrender I’m going to tell you about the dream He had shown me earlier way before i got on the world race that is tied to what is happening now! Back in 2019 i had a Strange dream that left me feeling shook when i had woke up, plus i never remember my dream but this specific one has stuck with me since the day i had it and while i was having it felt so real and vivid. In this dream there was a line of gigantic concrete walls as far as the eye could see, as i was standing in front of these walls, looking at the one in front of me as if i was sizing it up i began literally flying trough these gigantic concrete walls one by one crushing them. As i was flying through these walls i got to one that stopped me dead in my tracks and i was no longer flying through but was stuck pushing as hard as i could against this single wall that was not budging. When i hit this wall in the dream I remember physically feeling the strain i was putting into trying to break through this wall. So i pushed and pushed, the wall cracked and i continued pushing, then finally the wall broke and i went flying through as if i was shot out of a slingshot, moving at a much higher speed then i was before the wall! Every wall that was in front of me after that stood absolutely no chance as I completely shattered them as i flew through them. I kept flying at the new speed and shattering the walls then the dream ended abruptly. At the time i had no idea what this dream meant! I just knew it was something out of the ordinary. This period of my life was when i was really seeking the face of God and just beginning my walk with Him in light of the new revelation of himself, grace and Mercy that he had shown me. So at this point i was making major progress in my walk with Him breaking through wall after wall, having revelation after revelation of His love and presence in my life, allowing Him to remake me and reform me and transform my life. Laying the foundation to where He has brought me to today.  So during this time which was about 2019-2020 was my season of breaking through these walls in the dream but it wasn’t till  i actually hit the wall that He allowed me to see that i was in that season of breakthrough! Like i knew in the moment that i was having major breakthroughs spiritually but I didn’t understand that He had shown me this and i was living out what He had shown me in that dream until He took me back and gave me the understanding of it. Then i knew it was from the Lord and i really began to tame the dream seriously. So in about March of 2020 I hit this wall. During this time i had isolated myself and began to feel myself flattening out spiritually. I could literally feel the season change in my everyday life. Something was new and things got a little bit harder spiritually. At this point I had grown quite a bit and i was to the point to where it was time to start sharing what God had shown me, and sharing the Gospel. So as i was in this season God did confirm to me that i was indeed now pushing against this wall. He didn’t show me what it meant at the time so i got to spend the next 7 months wondering what this wall meant and what this season was about. He finally gave me some revelation to what this wall was at Training camp in October 2020 and I can’t wait to tell you what God began to Reveal to me in my next blog!